|Leah Grace Barnes|
It just made things so much more real. I am about to have two children, two little sweet lives! My heart is so full of so many things right now. As I am heading into my 3rd trimester (yes, it flew by!), I am anxious, excited, a little nervous, happy, tired...I could go on and on. I am beyond joyful to be having another child, especially a little girl, but I am a little nervous. I have been content up until now, but it's getting so close now I'm beginning to have overwhelming thoughts about delivery. I know that I will be taken care of. I know that God is here and has been. I know that trusting in him will put my fears at bay. I just have to keep telling myself that. I know I've been through labor, but they are all different so I guess that's what makes it scary. I'm also going to be at a different hospital. I loved the Medical Center in Columbus and always thought that's where I would have all of my babies, but I know East Alabama is a wonderful hospital too. I also love my doctor, so that helps a lot :) I'm just feeling so many things, and it's exhausting. I wish I could just turn my brain off! ha! Pregnancy is a wacky journey, but at least I'm lucky enough to be on this crazy ride :) I wouldn't have it any other way!